Monday, May 4, 2009

Lost1

If everything in life was easy it would not be worth living. Some people handle living, or problems better then others..and some people just avoid the whole thing...in order to be good at something you must over come hills, bumps,mountains or any other sort of obstacle.
Its inevinable that you are going to run into something. I want everything to be perfect all the time....but when i get influenced i seem to lose track of life..and this past month i lost track of life so bad that i don't know where i am...like a lost person in the middle of the ocean with one paddle..i caught myself on a downward slope as one friend told me...but it took me barely holding on to another friend to realize this...and it was a friend that would kill me if i ever lost completely.
when i started all this i felt as if i were just experimenting...well there is a difference between that and repeativly doing it...
im trying to find my way to shore.....but its a long journey...one that will take lots of work.
but it will be worth it when i find what i want to be..and when i know that the people that mean the most are still waiting to dry me off..and look back and say that i have come a long way.

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